I don't know

Hehe, that is a new one for a title of a posting. I just don't have anything to write about. Days are going on as usual.  Our border is still here and my blood pressure doesn't like it. I was at my acupuncturist a few days ago and scared Sandy and myself and also Dr. Dan her husband and my chiropractor. They weren't going to let me go if it didn't go down.  Dr. Dan gave me a blood pressure treatment and it did go down so I drove home and made an appointment with my GP and she prescribed a new med that should bring down my B.P. I took the first one this morning and it is coming down very nicely.
Oh by the way did you know that your B.P. was different on each arm?  Well it is.  I found that out when Dr. Dan's assistant took it on both arms at the same time. My left arm said over 200/something and the right was  196/ over something. I know the distolic is as important as the systolic.

Sept more than half over

I know it has been a long time since I wrote. Didn't have anything to say except complaining about my situation.  Now I have got over feeling sorry for myself and am going to live my live in God.  He is my constant companion I an never alone.
There is a hymn that we sang yesterday that has stuck in my mind.
God and I are one, x2
God is Life therefore I am living, I let the life of God flow through me. I am Life
God is Love therefor I am loving, ....
God is Faith therefor I am faithful, ....
God is Peace therefor I am peaceful, ...
God is Joy therefor I am joyfull, ...
That now is my mantra. That way I am always full of God in all I do.
My life is how I make it. I can live ego, fear, distress or I can live in God and be happy and joy filled.
I choose to live in joy and happiness.  I choose Me.
 

It's been a while I know

Didn't have anything to write about so didn't.  Now I need my chiropractor and he is off for the day. I bend down to put something in the recycling pail and as I came up I twisted my rib cage and now it is out of kilter.  Ouch it hurts.  Can't even lift my water bottle.
My live is on a downward, no upward spiral.  I'm either going to be on my own before the end of the year or Ken and I will be much happier than we are right now.

New life?

I believe in turning everything over to God and in doing that I gain a new life.  My problems are gone, my worry about having my own home again is gone. I only have God in my life as my wholeness.  I am living in God life. He will give me freedom, peace, love and joy.  I am blessed and loved and loving.