Saturday should be for U

But I think I just want to write about what I am feeling right now. Just  came from a spiritual meeting, one that a number of us attend at a lady's home about every 6-7 weeks.  I felt today as if I had missed something a number of years ago when I was meditating on a room with mirrors.  I was finally able to open the door to the room but all the mirrors were covered except one.  As all the coverings came off I saw my life from the time I was little to the present day.  Maybe the mirror I missed was one that has recently been added to that room.  I'm afraid to go back and look at the mirrors again.  But I know at some time I will and maybe like or not what is behind the curtain. It is bothering me spiritually but I will deal with it as I dealt with the room before.  When I am ready I will open the door again.  The difference this time will be that God will be with me.  The last time I opened that door I was alone.  God is always with me now, I am never alone.