I don't know

Hehe, that is a new one for a title of a posting. I just don't have anything to write about. Days are going on as usual.  Our border is still here and my blood pressure doesn't like it. I was at my acupuncturist a few days ago and scared Sandy and myself and also Dr. Dan her husband and my chiropractor. They weren't going to let me go if it didn't go down.  Dr. Dan gave me a blood pressure treatment and it did go down so I drove home and made an appointment with my GP and she prescribed a new med that should bring down my B.P. I took the first one this morning and it is coming down very nicely.
Oh by the way did you know that your B.P. was different on each arm?  Well it is.  I found that out when Dr. Dan's assistant took it on both arms at the same time. My left arm said over 200/something and the right was  196/ over something. I know the distolic is as important as the systolic.

Sept more than half over

I know it has been a long time since I wrote. Didn't have anything to say except complaining about my situation.  Now I have got over feeling sorry for myself and am going to live my live in God.  He is my constant companion I an never alone.
There is a hymn that we sang yesterday that has stuck in my mind.
God and I are one, x2
God is Life therefore I am living, I let the life of God flow through me. I am Life
God is Love therefor I am loving, ....
God is Faith therefor I am faithful, ....
God is Peace therefor I am peaceful, ...
God is Joy therefor I am joyfull, ...
That now is my mantra. That way I am always full of God in all I do.
My life is how I make it. I can live ego, fear, distress or I can live in God and be happy and joy filled.
I choose to live in joy and happiness.  I choose Me.
 

It's been a while I know

Didn't have anything to write about so didn't.  Now I need my chiropractor and he is off for the day. I bend down to put something in the recycling pail and as I came up I twisted my rib cage and now it is out of kilter.  Ouch it hurts.  Can't even lift my water bottle.
My live is on a downward, no upward spiral.  I'm either going to be on my own before the end of the year or Ken and I will be much happier than we are right now.

New life?

I believe in turning everything over to God and in doing that I gain a new life.  My problems are gone, my worry about having my own home again is gone. I only have God in my life as my wholeness.  I am living in God life. He will give me freedom, peace, love and joy.  I am blessed and loved and loving.

World day of Prayer

Silent Unity every year has a day where all around the world 24 hours a day. This year World Day of Prayer is September 10 and if you need a prayer for your self or a friend go to www.silentunity.org
Silent Unity has help me many times in answering prayer requests. They are there 24 hours a day 365 days a year.  A life line to answered prayer to anyone in the world.  The main website is www.unity.org
I personally am a member of Unity In Action in New Westminster B.C on Edinburgh Street and 17th Street.  If you live in the lower mainland between Surrey and Vancouver come and visit.  We have a prayer circle Thursday nights at 6PM and everyone is welcome.  Our Sunday service is at 11AM and the doors are open to anyone who needs fellowship with like minded people. I needed to write this today as I need all the prayers I can get right now for the next few days.
Thank anyone who reads this for a prayer for health, abundance in my life and calmness in my life.

In a pickle.

Well it helps to have someone else here to talk to our house guest.  My partner isn't telling me the truth nor is the house guest.  My partner is telling me that our house guest needs time to get over being homeless possibly up to six months.
Our house guest told the over person staying and taking a course for a week that he is here to help his friend and doesn't like the way my partner is treating me.  He would like to have a place of his own but has to stay here to help his friend.
I'm wanting him out and was blaming him for having no privacy.  Seems I don't know anything that is going on in my own home. Now I'm really in a pickle, our guest house guest would willingly go if I asked him, maybe.  My partner would blame me if his friend was to leave.  Maybe I should ask both to go. When the other person leaves I will find out where I stand. One week of confusion.

A new life?

My live just may be getting better or go back to just being a couple.  Haven't written about what has been happening in my life this past 3 weeks but it has been a living hell.  I have been putting up with a friend of my partner since the 6 of August.  I understood we had agreed he could stay until my niece came yesterday but I overheard him tell someone on the phone a few days ago that he would be staying at his friends four to six months, that would be Christmas or beyond.  I don't think so.
Tonight I'm going to have my say and give the ultimatum of  Sept 15th that the friend be gone and if my partner does not stand beside me and agree with me, he will be gone as well on Sept 15.  I don't really want that but my health and my life is worth peace of mind which I haven't had lately.
I don't know how this evening is going to  go but one way or another I will have my way.